I am still mystified, angered, frustrated, horrified.
That intelligent people will not, and for some reason think that they cannot, name it for what it is.
So what is that word?
What is that word that once used can change things ?
That word is genocide.
And I am, as I say, mystified as to why, after all this time, and with it still going on, our political leaders cannot bring themselves to speak the truth.
Category: faith
Today Is A Quiet Day
This is a companion poem to the Holy Saturday Poem that I posted a while ago.
The new, companion poem is partly inspired by a TV programme called The Pitt. (Spoiler Alert).
It’s set in the emergency ward of a hospital in Pittsburgh. This particular scene concerns an elderly man who is dying. His daughter is distraught and cannot let go, and keeps insisting that the doctors do more to save him, including intrusive procedures that simply keep him alive.
In the end, the siblings accept that they need to let their father go. Doctor Robbie, (played brilliantly by Noah Wylie) tells about four things that another wise doctor taught him. Four things that they could say to their father. I love you; thankyou; I forgive you; please forgive me.
These words unlock memories and emotions that allow them to be able to say goodbye.
In my prayer time today, I was reflecting on our lives now. In retirement, the pressure of work is no longer there. It’s not exactly ‘an empty day’ as in the Holy Saturday poem, but this is a different season of life. There’s a looking back element, as well as reflecting on the future. But in the end, it’s about living in the here and now.
A quieter time, with more space to simply ‘be.’
More space to listen.
More space to see the presence of Christ.
And God willing, to be the presence of Christ in some small way.
Here are the two poems.
Holy Saturday
Today is an empty day.
Yesterday was full
of waiting; for a trial to end;
a judgement to be given.
Following in his footsteps,
but only so far
and no further.
Behind the corner of a building,
I peer round
and draw back.
Fearful of being seen
Later I am told.
Today is an empty day.
Tomorrow will be full
of something
I cannot quite name.
The questions almost
shroud the wonder.
But in the end,
there is a room where we meet.
No more hiding
from myself
And he is there.
Holy Wednesday
Today is a quiet day.
Yesterday was full
of working; for an ending;
a judgement to be given.
Following in his footsteps
as far as I could,
and further if you showed me
It was enough to be like the teacher.
Listening
to the voice.
Seeing and being seen.
Shepherding the fold
Today is a quiet day.
Tomorrow will be full
of something
I cannot quite name.
Will the questions
still shroud the wonder
in the end ?
There is a place where we will meet.
No more hiding;
face to face
And he is there
Donal Trump Said He Was …
Donald Trump said he was “not at all” concerned about committing possible war crimes as he again threatened to destroy Iran’s bridges and power plants if Tehran did not meet his deadline of Tuesday 8pm ET (midnight Tuesday GMT) to reopen the strait of Hormuz. “You know what’s a war crime? Having a nuclear weapon,” he said.
Mhhh…
You know what’s a war crime? Having a nuclear weapon,
A Poem For Holy Saturday
Today is an empty day
Yesterday was full
Of waiting for a trial to end
A judgment to be given
Following in his footsteps
But only so far
No further
Behind the corner of a building
I peer round
And draw back
Fearful of being seen
Later I am told
Today is an empty day
Tomorrow will be full
of something
I cannot quite name
The questions almost
Shroud the wonder
But in the end
There is a room
where we will meet
No more hiding
From myself
And he is there
Today is an empty day
Why Won’t We Name Him
Politicians at Davos talking about an autocrat without naming him.
Let’s name him, the megalomaniac
Trump,
Trump,
Trump,
Etc etc etc.
How Then Shall We Live ?
I’ve been catching up with a couple of people I haven’t come across before … writer and ex environmental activist Paul Kingsnorth, and mythologist and storyteller Martin Shaw.
Paul Kingsnorth has a very powerful and to me convincing take on the climate emergency- or rather how we are responding to the climate crisis. Essentially the responses are mostly not out of reverence for nature or the planet. They are a human centric response that is recognising the gravity of the situation, but aiming to deal with it in a way that enables us to continue our consumption driven way of living.
It’s a technological way of seeing things. We will, we must, progress in our expertise in devising new ways to enable the human race to enjoy life.
The argument goes – yes, It might mean defacing the countryside with solar farms, but it is all about saving the planet.
The question is – saving the planet for whom ? For the planet ? Or simply as the biggest project in selfishness ever ?
What is inconceivable to most of the human race is to work to consume less., travel less, use less power etc etc.
What is unthinkable is to plan for negative growth. At least for the richest communities.
But unless we do plan for negative growth we’re kidding ourselves if we think we can save the planet – at least, the planet as we know it.
As Paul Kingsnorth rightly says, everything is spiritual. What we need is not technological solutions, but spiritual solutions. (If solutions is the right word, which is probably isn’t)
Why would we expect that establishing outposts on Mars is going to work any better than the mess we have made of our home ?
How then shall we live ?
We need, as a race, to realise that we are not the centre of everything. But there’s a massive problem here, because for the most part, we live in a post God world where the only conversations we have are with ourselves. We’re not willing to engage in a serious conversation with the planet, or with our maker.
In people like Paul Kingsnorth and Martin Shaw, we have interesting signs of a serious grappling with this fundamental issue that everything is spiritual and until we accept that, we’re going nowhere.
Or rather, we’re going, just going.
So, It’s Been A While
Around 20 years ago, we came a across a small Human Rights organistion called Amos Trust … named for some words in the Hebrew Bible (The book of the prophet Amos chapter 5) …
But let justice roll on like a river righteousness like a never-failing stream!
The particular aspect of their work that we support is working for Justice and peace in what one middle eastern Christian has called ‘The Land of the Holy One’
Our introduction to this came when we learned about the wall of separation that creates enclosed, shut off areas for Palestinians. We learned about the restrictions on Palestinians, and the many inequalities that they suffer.
For 20 years now, we have been learning about the roots of these injustices … which go back over 100 years – with key moments like the Balfour declaration in 1917, which started the path for the Jewish state, and everything that has happened since.
We’re seeing that all play out in a horrific way now in Gaza, in the West Bank, and in the last couple of days, the escalation in Lebanon.
So – I was looking at a part of Luke’s Gospel, in the New Testament, as I was preparing to take a service last week in our weekday service of Holy Communion.
In the early chapter of Luke’s Gospel, we see Jesus healing people on the edge of socoety – outcasts. We see Jesus healing on the Sabbath, which in the eyes of the religious leaders amounted to breaking the commandment to keep the Sabbath holy. We see Jesus calling working class fishermen to be his close followers. We see him calling even a tax collector. Jesus is pronouncing forgiveness, another aspect of what he’s doing that would have outraged the religious leaders. His teaching is even openly critical of them as rule bound and narrow.
And now Jesus has been invited to the house of a pharisee – for them to check him out. Test him. See if he really is as bad as they think.
Now there is a woman – described as ‘sinful woman,’ who has very likely heard Jesus, or at least been told enough about him to know that she needs what he is offering – that is, the opportunity for a fresh start. She hears that Jesus has been invited to the pharisee’s house and she turns up. She would have sat around the edge of the room, hoping for some food when the meal has finished. She’s waiting for Jesus to arrive, and she has come to offer thanks to him for his teaching about forgiveness. She has come prepared with some perfume. Maybe she doesn’t yet know how this is all going to work out, but she’s there because Jesus is there. She is there in reponse to knowing that she is forgiven.
Then Jesus arrives. But something is wrong. Simon, the host, does not give Jesus the customary kiss of greeting, or provide Jesus with the oil and water to wash himself. It’s an insult, and everyone knows it. And the woman sees it.
So she decides to do what Simon should have done. She has no water with which to wash Jesus’ feet, but she has her tears, and washes his feet with her tears.
She has no oil to anoint his head, but she anoints his feet with the perfume she has bought.
Simon should have given Jesus a kiss of greeting, so she kissed Jesus’ feet.
I have heard many sermons on these verses, and they have often been used to encourage us to think about our worship. What is it that we bring to Jesus ? The woman brought what was most precious – valuable perfumed ointment. Should we not also offer to Jesus the things that are most precious – our whole self ?
That’s one way to read the verses. I would like to suggest another, that seems to fit with the way Jesus’ ministry is developing.
The woman is acting in solidarity with Jesus. She is confused as to why Jesus has not had the greeting that was usual. She understands that it is an insult. But she is willing to take a risk and do for Jesus what Simon should have done.
And how will Jesus respond, after the outrageous behaviour of the woman ? The assembled pharisees might have expected him, in his position as a religious teacher, (however much they might have been suspicious of him) to be uncomfortable, even hostile to what the woman has done.
But Jesus comes to her defence. He sides with her. He acts in solidarity with her. And by doing so, he will further antagonise the religious leaders and demonstrate that what he has come to do is not limited to working within the boundaries of what they accept. He has come to challenge the very dynamics of power that exist.
And the call to us is to follow his lead. To see where power is being used to oppress, and stand in solidarity with those who are suffering.
We want to stand with all who are suffering, whatever ‘side’ they are on. But as far as the land of the Holy One is concerned, we stand with the people of Gaza and the Occupied Territories of the West Bank, and campaign for a just peace that gives Palestinians equality and dignity that is rightfully theirs.
I Just Came Across This
In my reading from Celtic Daily Prayer today, I read this:
Being an adult involves carrying a load of responsibilities of our very own, burdens with nobody else’s name on them but ours, with each one of us bearing an unwritten biography whose chapters contain unheard of turns of fortune and unheralded feats of heroism.
Ted Dunne
And this …
Be open to the night…
Pray with open hand, not with clenched fist…
Shapes loom out of the darkness, uncertain and unclear: but the hooded stranger on horseback emerging from the mist need not be assumed to be the bearer of ill…
The night is large and full of wonders…
Lord Dunsany
What I Love About Greenbelt
So this was on fb yesterday …on the ‘Unofficial Greenbelt Festival’ group …
Had a lunch at church today, ended up sharing a table with folks discussing the greenbelt line up plus folks who never heard of the festival. “It’s a Christian festival but the sort that would book bob vylan as headliner ” seemed not bad intro , vylan, corrine Bailey rae and flamy grant felt like a fair introduction. Go one you’ve got 2 sentences max and can drop up to 5 names ; how do you describe the festival?

In amongst the other responses I thought this summed up a fair bit of how I feel …
No names to drop –
No shame in that;
And up itself,
Well, just a bit,
And white and middle class
Well yes, but less
I hope, and
Right on left
Well I don’t mind that either.
We’ll go again,
And hope to feel
At home a bit,
and not a bit
Enough to keep us moving
Forward in the
Right direction
With music, faith
And all that social action
Please.
Where Were You Present Lord ?
… in all that has happened in the last few weeks?
In church
In people
In love
In the disappointments as well.
For – if you were only in the ‘good’ bits what use would that be?
It’s often easier to pray ‘Take us out of the mess’
When we may need to pray ‘help us in and through the mess’