Bible

It’s A Question of Perspective

I was reading this earlier today from Matthew’s Gospel Chapter 26: It’s the Last Supper. The final meal that Jesus eats with his closest friends.

26 While they were eating, Jesus took a loaf of bread, and after blessing it he broke it, gave it to the disciples, and said, ‘Take, eat; this is my body.’ 27 Then he took a cup, and after giving thanks he gave it to them, saying, ‘Drink from it, all of you; 28 for this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. 29 I tell you, I will never again drink of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.’

I’m asking three of the questions that we typically ask in a way of engaging with scripture called ‘Godly Play.’

First, I ask myself – which is the part I like best ? Today, it’s those four actions of Jesus – taking bread, blessing, breaking and giving.

Then I ask – Is there a part I find difficult to receive, or hard to understand ? It’s when Jesus says ‘I will never again drink … until I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.’ I’m happy just to sit with that for the moment.

Then I ask – is there a part that is especially about me ? Or – where do I see myself in this passage ? We sometimes read scripture as it were ‘from the outside’ – studying all the meaning of the passage. But it’s also really important to put ourselves in there. Today, I am imagining that I am with those others gathered for this meal with Jesus. And as in my mind Jesus takes the bread, blesses it, breaks it and passes it to me, I am receiving from him, but I am also receiving Jesus himself.

The deeper story that gives extra meaning to this story is the story of the cross. As Jesus is taken, he is offering his life for the life of the world; his life is a life blessed by God as no other life before or since; he was broken for us – his life given for us; and all the fruit of the life and work of Jesus is given to all who will receive.

And in the same way, we are called to offer our lives for God to take and bless. And yes, there will be brokenness as well. Everyone who has loved knows that loving is a risky business and often involves hurt and pain. But it is only through this risk taking life that we are able to truly give ourselves to one another and to the world.

There’s a wonderful short story called ‘The Gift of The Magi’ by the American writer O. Henry that in summary goes like this:

It’s Christmas Eve. Jim and Della are poor, and in love. They each want to buy a gift for the other.

But because they have little money, each of them, without telling the other, decide to sell something they have that will enable them to buy a gift for the other.

Now Della has beautiful long hair … and she knows that she can get a good price at the wigmakers

And Jim has a pocket watch left to him by his father. And he knows that it has some value.

So Della has her hair cut off, and sells it to the wigmaker, and with the money she buys a watch chain for Jim’s pocket watch

And Jim sells his watch to buy a beautiful comb fit for Della’s hair.

And as he comes home to give her the comb for her hair, they discover that there is no beautiful long hair for the comb, and there is no watch for the chain, but in that moment, they discover something even more precious, they understand something of the love that each of them has – a love that is willing to make a sacrifice for the one we love.

Grace and Peace

Songwriting

Working Hard At Writing Songs

One of the challenges for me is comong up with new songs. I was playing the guitar yesterday, and out of nowhere came one line of words and a melody for a verse. The line was ‘Swimming against the tide.’

Now I’ve a got a whole load of ideas – the main one being to do with finding the energy and hope to keep going with something when it seems the odds are aginst you.

So I’ve got these snippets …

I don’t understand why I always have to make it hard; Growing older now, should I try to make it easy on myself

I’m getting tired now – think I’ll just sit back and go with the flow

Going against the grain, I’ve got splinters in my hands; Swimming against the tide, I’m just making waves

I’ll come back when I’ve got more …. to be continued.

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Do I agree with Jesus ?

I was reading today in Matthew’s Gospel Chapter 26. Jesus is at the home of someone called Simon the Leper. An unnamed woman anoints his head with a very expensive far of prefumed oil. The disciples are not happy – the oil could have been sold and the money used for the poor. Jesus disagrees – ‘You will always have the poor with you, but you will not always have me …what she has done today will be remembered whenever the Gospel is preached’

How do we read scripture ? It’s easy to assume that we’re supposed to read it from the ‘right’ point of view. This usually means seeing it from the perspective of the ‘good’ person. To be on the side of the angels. To see things from the point of view of the underdog. To side with the poor.

So in this passage, I want to see it from the disciples’ angle. I think they’re right. The money could have been used for the poor. And I would hope that Jesus would agree, and tell her to stop. But he doesn’t. Uhh ?

Any thoughts ?

Grace and Peace.

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The Prophets and the Plotters

I’m reading through the First (Old) Testament book of 1 Kings. There’s a story about a guy called Naboth, who had a vineyard that had been in his family for generations. The King, Ahab, rather liked the vineyard and offered to buy it from Naboth. Naboth politely declined – the vineyard was part of his heritage, that he would hope to pass on to his children. Ahab was a weak man, but he had a formidable wife, and when he told her about his disappointment, she promised to fix it.

She had someone accuse Naboth of cursing God and the King, and rigged the trial so that he was convicted and stoned to death. As Naboth was convicted of blasphemy, his property was confiscated and given to the king. (Surprise, surprise). Now. Elijah the prophet heard about what had happened, and he went to visit Ahab, and told him that he wasn’t going to get away with this act of murder and theft. He would come to a sticky end.

There are two forces at work here. One is the scheming of Jezebel, and the other is the word of the prophet. Jezebel didn’t like it when Elijah went against her and Ahab. In her eyes, the power of King and the power of Yahweh (God) should work hand in hand. True – the King owed his power to Yahweh, but Yahweh should act in favour of the king – surely ?

This is the age old question of church and state. The church needs the state to support religion, and the state would like to have God’s approval. At its worst, church and state are completely in bed with each other, and any integrity goes out of the window.

Jump forward to Matthew chapter 26. Another prophet, and another plotter. This time the prophet is Jesus, who is predicting his own death. Meanwhile, the priestly leaders, led by High Priest Caiaphas have got to the end of their patience with Jesus. They have realised that he cannot be controlled by the religious leaders. Their spiritual authority has been watered down by their concessions to political expediency. So they actively start to plot his death.

Plotters and prophets – one looking for self advancement, and the other seeking to find the God way. The lure of self promotion can be subtle and very inviting, that’s why religious leaders are so vulnerable.

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Who is faithful and wise ?

I was reading this just now from Matthew’s Gospel

45-4“Who here qualifies for the job of overseeing the kitchen? A person the Master can depend on to feed the workers on time each day. Someone the Master can drop in on unannounced and always find him doing his job. A God-blessed man or woman, I tell you. It won’t be long before the Master will put this person in charge of the whole operation.

Another verse in the Bible says that what God requires of us in relation to others is this: to do justice and love mercy. We are called to works of mercy (like feeding the worker in the passage above) and justice (doing it on time each day in the passage above)

Our primary calling, other than walking humbly with God, is to seek the well-being of our fellow travellers.

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Finally Bread I’m Happy With

I’ve been trying to make bread during lockdown, and discovered a lot on the way.  I’m pretty happy with the Turkish Flatbread that I made to start with, but have struggled to make a regular loaf that works.
So, along the way, I have discovered Ken Forkish, Peter Reinhart and Richard Bertinet, all of whom have been really helpful – especially Ken Korkish with his stretch and fold method of getting air into the dough.
The other day I searched on the internet for “Best Wholemeal Loaf,” and came across an article in the Guardian Newspaper, which sent me looking for Dan Lepard, and through all of these people have found a loaf that works for me.
This is for a wholemeal loaf

  • 300ml warm water
  • 2 tsp dried yeast
  • 1 tbsp brown sugar, any kind.
  • ½ a 500mg vitamin C tablet i.e. ¼g, crushed to a powder.
  • 225 g Wholemeal flour
  • 225 g White Bread Flour
  • 1 tsp fine sea salt
  • About 3 Tbs olive oil

Method.
On this occasion I just weighed all the dry ingredients out and put them in my trusty round plastic tub. (It used to contain fatballs for the birds)

I mixed all the dry ingredients together. (Keeping the salt and yeast separate to start with – apparently the salt reduces the action of the yeast. I’m not sure if it made any difference, but I did it anyway).By the way – the viamin C tablet – that’s a new idea that came from the Guardian article.  I could only get orange ones, but we couldn’t detect the orange flavour.
Then I added the water and stirred everything up with a spoon until it was a sticky dough.  I might have added a tiny bit of extra water at this point because it was a bit dry.
Then, and I think this is crucial, I left it for ten minutes to get started.
After that I used Ken Forkish’s Stretch and Fold and ‘Pincer’ method – see his video Mixing By Hand.  I added the olive oil at this point a bit at a time, whenever my hand got sticky.  I only did a few of the stretch, fold and squeeze – maybe 4 – and only for a minute or so.
Then I let it rest for 15 minutes and repeated the stretch etc
Then I let it rest for 15 minutes and repeated the stretch etc for a third time

Then I rolled the dough into a rectangle, rolled it up tightly and place seam-side down in a 2 lb loaf tin. I covered the tin with a tea towel and left it for about an hour and a half.  By that time it had risen to almost fill the tin.
There’s a test to see if it’s risen enough – sprinkle a little flour on the top of the dough and push the dough with your finger.  If it doesn’t spring back at all, it’s underprooved. If it springs back all the way, it might be over prooved. What you want is for it to almost spring back.
Then I heated the oven to 220 C, dusted the loaf with a little flour, and baked it for 20 minutes and then reduced the temperature to 180 C for a further 20 minutes.
Voila !  I’m sure it can be improved on, but at this stage in my learning, I’m happy.

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I’m a creature who likes change

From time to time, we get a bit bored with having our furniture in the same place, so we have a move around.  We just like a bit of variety.

It’s the same with my prayer life.  Sometimes I can stick with the same routine for months at a time, but eventually I’ll need a break, and I’ll look for something different.

At the moment, I’m enjoying looking for prayers that start and end my morning routine.  Here’s a set of prayers I like to use at the start:

With what shall I come before the LORD,
and bow myself before God Most High ?
He has told you what is good;
this is what the LORD requires of you:
To do justice,
love mercy
and walk humbly with your God. 

(From Micah 6  verse 6)

Come, God of the poor,
Come, Light of our hearts,
Come, Generous Spirit.

By the glory of your creation around us,
by the comfort of your forgiveness within us,
by the wind of your Spirit blowing through us,
inspire and renew us, so that we come glad to this new day.

(Adapted – from the Iona Community I think)

The Lord is about to pass by:
Lord, have mercy.
Your face, Lord, do I seek:
Christ, have mercy.
Your law is life:
Lord, have mercy.

(From 1 Kings 19, Psalm 27 & Matthew 5)

 



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Kyrie Prayers and the importance of memory

In churches like the one I go to, there’s always a prayer of confession – expressing regret and sorrow for our failings, both individually and corporately.  I’ve commented on this quite recently.

Usually there is a prayer that we say together, but sometimes we have what are called ‘Kyrie Confessions,’ where the congregation respond with the word ‘Lord have mercy’ to a sentence said by the leader.

I like to think of this form of prayer not so much as a confession of our wayward nature, but of God’s unfailing love.  So in my daily prayer, I often compose a Kyrie prayer based on my scripture readings for the day.

Today I was reading a part of psalm 90:

13Turn, O Lord! How long?
    Have compassion on your servants!
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love,
    so that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,
    and for as many years as we have seen evil.
16 Let your work be manifest to your servants,
    and your glorious power to their children.
17 Let the favour of the Lord our God be upon us,
    and prosper for us the work of our hands—
    O prosper the work of our hands!

So from that I arrived at this prayer:

Lord, have compassion on us
Lord, have mercy
Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love
Christ, have mercy
Let your favour, O Lord our God, be upon us
Lord. have mercy.

Writing a prayer is a good way for me of allowing the words of holy scripture percolate into my whole being.  As I build up a personal library of prayers from different sources, and ones that I am writing myself, I am discovering how they can be drawn from memory the more I use them.

This works in church as well.  My habit with our regular Sunday morning worship is not to take a service booklet, because by now I know the words by heart.  That helps me to be able to close my eyes if I want to, or to open them and look at our stained glass window, and just be more aware of what’s going on.




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Prisoner of Hope

I was struck by a phrase in one of the readings from the Bible in our church service today.

Zechariah chapter 9 verse 12 addresses God’s people as ‘prisoners of hope’

What a strange phrase.  Captive to hope.

What the world needs now is …. well yes, love sweet love … but sometimes more than that, we need hope. But often, hope is in short supply.  We don’t have the resources within ourselves to hope. 

For the person of faith in God, being a captive to hope means, I think, that we are bound to hope, whatever is happening.  It’s a precondition of our faith that somehow hope cannot be torn loose from whatever is being faced.  Somehow, faith hope and love are so tied together that like it or not, even believe it or not, we have got to have hope.

It’s what drives people to bring about change even when the odds are stacked against them.  It’s what made Martin Luther King Jr. able to say “So even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream.”

Today, whatever you are facing, may you have hope in a change to come
And today, as a world in need of hope, may we see clearly and with joy that we are prisoners of hope.



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Song for Today #17


Very moved watching this video of the man himself – my musical hero.

A fragile and flawed, sometimes broken, but so often beautiful human being who knows the meaning of love and mercy.

My three readings from Holy Scripture today – from the Psalms, First Kings and Matthew’s Gospel were all in some way about our prayers for Love and Mercy. (Or in the words that came to me today in my readings – Grace and Pardon, very much the same idea).

Our prayers also include Adoration, Praise and Thanksgiving to God, but much of the time we’re simply praying for Grace/Love and Pardon/Mercy.

Love/Grace is to do with all of God’s gifts, freely given to us.
Mercy/Pardon is to do with God’s covenant love that continues to be offered even when we turn from God.

I was sittin’ in a crummy movie
With my hands on my chin
All the violence that occurs
Seems like we never win

Love and mercy, that’s what you need tonight
So love and mercy to you and your friends tonight

I was lying in my room
And the news came on TV
A lotta people out there hurtin’
And it really scares me

Love and mercy, that’s what you need tonight
Love and mercy to you and your friends tonight

I was standing in a bar
And watching all the people there
Oh, the loneliness in this world
Well it’s just not fair

Hey, love and mercy, that’s what we need tonight
So love and mercy to you and your friends tonight
Love and mercy, that’s what you need tonight
Love and mercy tonight
Love and mercy tonight